I've continued my obsession with the Dream Away Lodge with this little song. My song writing career is hampered by a complete inability to sing, but hey ... I don't let that stop me! Here are my lyrics to "Dream Away Lodge". I'm searching for the right music ... I envision it as a slow waltz ...
Feel free to contribute to music and/or lyrics. If chosen, we'll split the writing credits when it hits the big time :-)
Dream Away Lodge
(Chorus)
Follow the ghost of the Albany stage
As it climbs through the late evening fog
Swaying it’s way through the old Berkshire hills
Up to the Dream Away Lodge
Gray haired musicians play pining love songs
Diners talk while friends laugh at the bar
Children chase fire flies out on the lawn
In the glow of the dream away lodge
Chorus
History and mystery are these towns’ stock in trade
It’s the tourists that pay all the bills
When the Tanglewood crowd has returned to New York
The fiddles float soft through the hills
The roads of the Berkshires are paths through an ocean
Darkness starts thirty feet from the road
The hearts of the people are warmed by the flowers
And tied to the earth by their grandparents stones
Chorus
A boy launched in New England, circling Venice, now lost in Lo Angeles, blogging as Frank Kearns.
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Dog Walking
The simplest things can bring such pleasure. For us walking the dog is a way to connect with our neighborhood and ourselves.
Dog walking
We’re talking
Tail Wagging
No Squawking
Legs moving
Smelly bagging
Speed improving
No nagging
Morning greeting
Asphalt heating
Wet grass breathing
Neighbor meeting
Hips rocking
We’re talking
Tail wagging
Dog walking
Dog walking
We’re talking
Tail Wagging
No Squawking
Legs moving
Smelly bagging
Speed improving
No nagging
Morning greeting
Asphalt heating
Wet grass breathing
Neighbor meeting
Hips rocking
We’re talking
Tail wagging
Dog walking
Sunday, July 15, 2012
The DreamAway Lodge
Neon in the night
We took a lot of pictures on our trip, but there are some places that you feel would be almost sacrilegious to photograph. That is the way I felt about the DreamAway lodge.
The old county road is a narrow lane heading steeply up October Mountain, in the middle of a vast sea of the green forests of the Berkshire Mountains in western Massachusetts. These mountains are low and soft, rounded at the top, more like hills for those used to the towering steep mountains of the Rockies or the Sierras. Travelling through these hills, though, is like swimming under water in a murky pond. The thick mixed woods close in on every road, and what few vistas there are reveal no distinct landmarks to provide orientation: only a rolling ocean of undulating green.
The climb up the mountain seems endless. As the road curves back and forth, the shadows of late afternoon cover the road and steep the forest in a dark cloak, rich with the scent of broad leaf trees, thick with the oxygen of rich air, and heavy with mysteries that lie in the miles of woods.
Suddenly the road opens up to a clearing, ringed by a wall of trees, and there at the top is the DreamAway Lodge.
children barefoot in the grass
young lovers huddling on the edge of illumination
from the white light of windows
and the green and blue of a neon sign
innocence and age
untrained teenage waiters
the song of the soft guitar
the foot fall of ancient innkeepers
old pony-tailed musicians come back
to find missing pieces of their soul
while toddlers chase fireflies in the island of light
as night settles in on October Mountain
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Doggie Blogger
Many writing groups and workshops do writing exercises. We start with a prompt, like a random word drawn from a collection. Or maybe one xeroxed page from a rhyming dictionary. Then we are asked to spend ten minutes writing based on this prompt.
These exercises can be intimidating: especially when in a group of strangers I definitely feel the pressure to perform. But the purpose of these exercises is to stimulate creativity, and for me also to realize that I don't have to go looking for "the big idea" to start the next poem. Some of the works that I enjoy the most come from these exercises. They might not rise to the level of finished pieces, and are sometimes a little silly, but hey, so are a whole lot of music lyrics, and we enjoy them!
Here is a quick piece I wrote in one of our Downey groups based on the prompt "Write concretely about something absurd."
Doggie Blogger
After the death of the humans
My dog kept up my blog.
I guess I had not logged off
and typing with one nail
on each paw proved to be
a bit of a challenge,
but clearly it wasn't that hard,
because thousands of dogs kept up
their communications on Facebook and Twitter.
The cats began to participate too,
although they were more lurkers and stalkers
than active participants.
Keeping hte computers running
did not seem to be much of a problem,
although the dogs had a little trouble
getting into Best Buy
because the automatic doors wouldn't open
since the electric eye was set so high.
The biggest breakthroughs took a little while.
The pawgometric mouse was first,
and then, finally, the development
of bark recognition software.
These exercises can be intimidating: especially when in a group of strangers I definitely feel the pressure to perform. But the purpose of these exercises is to stimulate creativity, and for me also to realize that I don't have to go looking for "the big idea" to start the next poem. Some of the works that I enjoy the most come from these exercises. They might not rise to the level of finished pieces, and are sometimes a little silly, but hey, so are a whole lot of music lyrics, and we enjoy them!
Here is a quick piece I wrote in one of our Downey groups based on the prompt "Write concretely about something absurd."
Doggie Blogger
After the death of the humans
My dog kept up my blog.
I guess I had not logged off
and typing with one nail
on each paw proved to be
a bit of a challenge,
but clearly it wasn't that hard,
because thousands of dogs kept up
their communications on Facebook and Twitter.
The cats began to participate too,
although they were more lurkers and stalkers
than active participants.
Keeping hte computers running
did not seem to be much of a problem,
although the dogs had a little trouble
getting into Best Buy
because the automatic doors wouldn't open
since the electric eye was set so high.
The biggest breakthroughs took a little while.
The pawgometric mouse was first,
and then, finally, the development
of bark recognition software.
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Got Tubas?
Tubas are hot
In the subways of Barcelona
they replace the double bass
In the bandas of Los Angeles
the tuba man gets double pay
'cause he draws all the girls
Tuba in the Barcelona subway, playing for change.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Barcelona Beauties
Thumbing through photographs, I came across the pictures from our trip to Barcelona last year. I'll work at sharing some photos (and some poems.) this weekend.
Barcelona Beauties
the motor scooters buzz and weave
around the cars on cobbled streets
and park double wide on broad side walks
young women wearing helmets
bare shoulders and spaghetti straps
shopping bags between their feet
fly past the high rolling wheels
and almost touch the motor bus
Barcelona Beauties
the motor scooters buzz and weave
around the cars on cobbled streets
and park double wide on broad side walks
young women wearing helmets
bare shoulders and spaghetti straps
shopping bags between their feet
fly past the high rolling wheels
and almost touch the motor bus
Sunday, May 27, 2012
California Dreamin
I'm working up my narrative of the "Myth of California." For this young boy in New England in the 1960s, it was hot rods, music, a magic land, a lighthouse in the distance ...
I'd love to hear your image!
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California Dreamin
in New York and San Francisco
rooms filled with smoke
as the beat poets worked their magic
with alcohol fueled inspiration
while in my corner of the world
there was snow in winter
or softball games in the church parking lot
as the light softened on a summer evening
and always the woods
hilly laced with decaying stone walls
glades of sunshine
pockets of cool cool dark
and in our damp cellar in December
"If every body had an ocean"
floating in from the AM radio.
cars were the way out
my closet filled with Hot Rod Magazine
way before I could drive
pages full of dripping chrome
metalflake paint
sunny
top down
California cars
two long low dragsters
poised at the starting line for Winternationals
mountains in the background
at a place called Pomona
men in shirtsleeves and sun sun sun
around the corner
on a brilliant July day
on the old road past our front yard
comes a bright red Triumph sports car
gleaming
neighbor's older brother driving
shirtless
dark dark tan
back from California
"We'll all be plannin' out a route"
I folded over the Time Magazine
to a picture of a dozen long haired boys and girls
at a stop sign in Santa Barbara
captured with their thumbs out
and started the car
Photo: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:T-Bucket.jpg T-Bucket hot rod. Photo taken by Morven at the weekly Garden Grove, California car show on Friday April 23, 2004. 07:17, 24 April 2004 . . Morven (71959 bytes) (T-Bucket hot rod) {{GFDL}}
I'd love to hear your image!
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T-Bucket Hot Rod. See end of this post for attribution
California Dreamin
in New York and San Francisco
rooms filled with smoke
as the beat poets worked their magic
with alcohol fueled inspiration
while in my corner of the world
there was snow in winter
or softball games in the church parking lot
as the light softened on a summer evening
and always the woods
hilly laced with decaying stone walls
glades of sunshine
pockets of cool cool dark
and in our damp cellar in December
"If every body had an ocean"
floating in from the AM radio.
cars were the way out
my closet filled with Hot Rod Magazine
way before I could drive
pages full of dripping chrome
metalflake paint
sunny
top down
California cars
two long low dragsters
poised at the starting line for Winternationals
mountains in the background
at a place called Pomona
men in shirtsleeves and sun sun sun
around the corner
on a brilliant July day
on the old road past our front yard
comes a bright red Triumph sports car
gleaming
neighbor's older brother driving
shirtless
dark dark tan
back from California
"We'll all be plannin' out a route"
I folded over the Time Magazine
to a picture of a dozen long haired boys and girls
at a stop sign in Santa Barbara
captured with their thumbs out
and started the car
Photo: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:T-Bucket.jpg T-Bucket hot rod. Photo taken by Morven at the weekly Garden Grove, California car show on Friday April 23, 2004. 07:17, 24 April 2004 . . Morven (71959 bytes) (T-Bucket hot rod) {{GFDL}}
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Lost
"Beginning in the 1970s, the precipitous decline of the area's manufacturing base resulted in a loss of the jobs that had allowed skilled union workers to have a middle class life."
Wikipedia, "South Los Angeles"
In the Los Angeles area, the period of heavy industry which existed in the Northeast for a couple of centuries was compressed into about sixty years, starting in the 1920s and ending somewhere in the 80s. People migrated from all over the country to work in the auto plants, tire plants, aerospace factories and steel mills.
I worked in the Bethlehem Steel plant in Maywood, California from 1973 to 1982, at the tail end of this period. There were blacks from the deep South, whites from Oklahoma, Latinos from all over the Southwest, Native Americans from the reservations of Arizona and New Mexico. A toxic, dangerous, truly vibrant melting pot.
Lost
Ford Pico Rivera
GM South Gate
GM Van Nuys
Firestone Tire plant 1928
the mocking skeleton still visible
as an Egyptian fort
off the 5 Freeway
Bethlehem Steel
Slauson Avenue Maywood
Alcoa Aluminum
rest in peace1994
North American Rockwell
Kaiser Steel Fontana
corrosive dust in the air
and union jobs for everyone
Wikipedia, "South Los Angeles"
In the Los Angeles area, the period of heavy industry which existed in the Northeast for a couple of centuries was compressed into about sixty years, starting in the 1920s and ending somewhere in the 80s. People migrated from all over the country to work in the auto plants, tire plants, aerospace factories and steel mills.
I worked in the Bethlehem Steel plant in Maywood, California from 1973 to 1982, at the tail end of this period. There were blacks from the deep South, whites from Oklahoma, Latinos from all over the Southwest, Native Americans from the reservations of Arizona and New Mexico. A toxic, dangerous, truly vibrant melting pot.
Lost
Ford Pico Rivera
GM South Gate
GM Van Nuys
Firestone Tire plant 1928
the mocking skeleton still visible
as an Egyptian fort
off the 5 Freeway
Bethlehem Steel
Slauson Avenue Maywood
Alcoa Aluminum
rest in peace1994
North American Rockwell
Kaiser Steel Fontana
corrosive dust in the air
and union jobs for everyone
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Weekend In Joshua Tree
A desert Southwest saying is that “water is worth killing for.” Just off the I-10 in Palm Springs green golf courses drip damp with irrigation and green lawns are rimmed with bush after bush of perfect roses, while safely out of sight to the south the Colorado delta turns to mud and fishermen caught out by low tide crawl-swim on their bellies through a half mile of muck to reach the shore.
We come to the high desert to hear the echo of the ancient earth, to feel the heat beneath the April sun, and to witness the renewal that distains our hand.
Link to Desert Flower Photo Pics
Desert Lights
In the hills
of Joshua Tree,
A rough trail
among the rocks and creosote
yields a black stink beetle
digging through the armor
of the hardened ground,
baking in mid April,
while beneath relentless sun
the blooms of flowers
shine like supernova.
We come to the high desert to hear the echo of the ancient earth, to feel the heat beneath the April sun, and to witness the renewal that distains our hand.
Link to Desert Flower Photo Pics
Desert Lights
In the hills
of Joshua Tree,
A rough trail
among the rocks and creosote
yields a black stink beetle
digging through the armor
of the hardened ground,
baking in mid April,
while beneath relentless sun
the blooms of flowers
shine like supernova.
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Art From Found Objects
Many thanks to Downey resident Roy Shabla, who curated a show called "Contraptions: electrified, mechanized, digitized, funk-junk art show." The show featured assembled whimsical gadgets, "useless" machines and art constructed from the discarded objects of our materialistic world. As you can see from the photos, the show took place in the evening, in the parking lots at Number 34 on Florence Avenue. Thanks Ronnie, the proprietor at Number 34!
bits of paper and plaster
some wire and some paste
some color from an old paint can
a diagonal swath of gauzy mesh
family friends and kindred folks
tangled up with mending tape
to form a map of the wandering path
and the years I stumbled through
my vision is my vision
but found pieces that I pick
and those that somehow
come to me and stick
are green if they are green
no matter that my vision
calls for blue
and then my canvas too
reveals itself
as fragments held with glue
that gradually dissolve
to shed foundation pieces
a brother here
a city there
until the air flows
gently through
scraps of colored paper
and fellow wandering souls
swirl in the dusty wind
some come to rest
against the back
to find some daubs
of still-wet paste
that bond the paper
to the place
and form perhaps
the image of a face
the sun slants
through the parking lot
and lights the easel
part by part
the rhythm
and the shadows
spring alive
to become art
Copyright © 2012 Francis Kearns
(My apologies: I don't remember the name of the artist)
For a brief introduction to the found objects art form, here is a link to the works of Ruben Acosta. His three- dimensional painting-like constructions displayed on easels at the Contraptions show inspired my poem "Art From Found Objects"
Finally, here is a link to the world of Roy Shabla.
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Art From Found Objects
on an easel
in a parking lot
scenes from life
are pieced together
layer upon layerbits of paper and plaster
some wire and some paste
some color from an old paint can
a diagonal swath of gauzy mesh
family friends and kindred folks
tangled up with mending tape
to form a map of the wandering path
and the years I stumbled through
my vision is my vision
but found pieces that I pick
and those that somehow
come to me and stick
are green if they are green
no matter that my vision
calls for blue
and then my canvas too
reveals itself
as fragments held with glue
that gradually dissolve
to shed foundation pieces
a brother here
a city there
until the air flows
gently through
scraps of colored paper
and fellow wandering souls
swirl in the dusty wind
some come to rest
against the back
to find some daubs
of still-wet paste
that bond the paper
to the place
and form perhaps
the image of a face
the sun slants
through the parking lot
and lights the easel
part by part
the rhythm
and the shadows
spring alive
to become art
Copyright © 2012 Francis Kearns
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Mt. Katahdin
Mount Katahdin is the highest mountain in Maine . It was named Katahdin (The Greatest Mountain) by the Penobscot Indians. Like the Sierras, Katahdin is a granitic mountain, unlike most of the mountains in the East.
Mt. Katahdin
Katahdin
mountain name
that floats West
from central Maine
to the slopes of the Sierras
where I walk today and feel
this Eastern mountain’s pull
a young boy’s Mount Katahdin day
drifts from the East and crosses time
a walk that leads above tree line
to glories of a granite dome
where 60 miles of fir topped hills
stretch below us to the sun
a lean-to on a narrow trail
half way up an open slope
where little legs and tired feet
give up short of father’s plan
and mother gathers us around
to sit and rest and eat
below a steep pitch to a creek
the sound of water barely heard
above the ever changing wind
and here an adult’s minor pique
at the limits of young feet
is surely not a matter of concern
yet fifty years ago today
I still see father standing there
hands on hips perhaps a smile
just before he turns away
to hike way back to get the car
miles to see
a day in the sun
salt in the memory
mixes with the chocolate
that mother digs out from her bag
to sooth our tired spirits
while we wait
Copyright © 2012 Francis Kearns
Sunday, March 4, 2012
The Seven A.M. Bus
The 111 bus runs from the Los Angeles Airport transportation center East along Florence Avenue . Crossing the 110 Freeway, it slices through some of the toughest neighborhoods of South L.A. Continuing East, it passes through the densely populated Latin American working class neighborhoods of Huntington Park, Bell and Bell Gardens before coming to a somewhat upscale section of Downey, where lush lawns and palm trees surround large newly constructed houses.
The Seven A.M. Bus
you’re in front of me
at the stop light
orange aluminum
dull windows
your high rubber tires
roll along through the morning damp
on your swaying journey
along Florence venue
roll your black tires
pump your pistons
sweep up the women
from the morning dark
they hold your cold seat rail
and stare out the window
drop them off
on the wide streets
of green lawns and palm trees
they wakened their daughters and sons
in the apartments of Huntington Park
and the little Bell Gardens houses
and packed a sandwich and piece of fruit
for their husbands
come back for them tonight
they look down the road
past the lines of cars
and strain to see you in the dark
roll your tires
spew your smoke
work your swaying orange magic
change them back
to laugh freely
tuck their children into bed
and hold their husbands’ hands
set them free tonight
these women
of the seven A.M. bus
Frank Kearns
February 12, 2012
The Seven A.M. Bus
you’re in front of me
at the stop light
orange aluminum
dull windows
your high rubber tires
roll along through the morning damp
on your swaying journey
along Florence venue
roll your black tires
pump your pistons
sweep up the women
from the morning dark
they hold your cold seat rail
and stare out the window
drop them off
on the wide streets
of green lawns and palm trees
they wakened their daughters and sons
in the apartments of Huntington Park
and the little Bell Gardens houses
and packed a sandwich and piece of fruit
for their husbands
come back for them tonight
they look down the road
past the lines of cars
and strain to see you in the dark
roll your tires
spew your smoke
work your swaying orange magic
change them back
to laugh freely
tuck their children into bed
and hold their husbands’ hands
set them free tonight
these women
of the seven A.M. bus
Frank Kearns
February 12, 2012
Friday, March 2, 2012
So Cal Yankee Feedback
Dear Readers,
Thank you all for the kind comments that I have received. It is appreciated and encouraging!
Several friends have indicated that it was difficult to leave comments on the blog. By default Google required a reader to register on one of the Google platforms in order to leave a comment. I have changed this setting. Now when asked to CHOOSE AN IDENTITY you can select NAME/URL and entering your name, or more simply select ANONYMOUS.
You still have to "prove you are not a robot" by re-typing the twisted distorted words that are displayed. I don't know what to do about that yet ...
So feel free to leave all the comments you want, in any form that works for you, including here on the blog.
Thanks,
Frank
Thank you all for the kind comments that I have received. It is appreciated and encouraging!
Several friends have indicated that it was difficult to leave comments on the blog. By default Google required a reader to register on one of the Google platforms in order to leave a comment. I have changed this setting. Now when asked to CHOOSE AN IDENTITY you can select NAME/URL and entering your name, or more simply select ANONYMOUS.
You still have to "prove you are not a robot" by re-typing the twisted distorted words that are displayed. I don't know what to do about that yet ...
So feel free to leave all the comments you want, in any form that works for you, including here on the blog.
Thanks,
Frank
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Three A.M, Orono Calling
For a week the Native American names that surrounded my youth have been following me everywhere.
Penobscot
Kathadin
Millinockit
And last night in a dream I thought of Orono, Maine, the town where I lived from my kindergarden years until the 5th grade.
Three A.M, Orono Calling
Something wakes me at 3 AM in this Los Angeles suburb, but what I hear is the long ago tin clatter of a rusty alarm clock in a musty tent in a backyard in Orono, Maine.
Orono in the fifties was a sleepy town in the center of Maine, on the banks of the Penobscot River. In the winters the days were short and cold and the snow piled high, but summer days were long, and moisture and fog from the river turned everything green. Spreading trees shaded sidewalks and back yards, and grass grew so lush that children spent an entire week barefoot, only putting on shoes for Sunday service.
I was eight years old that summer, and my brother John was six. We roamed the town unsupervised, walking up to the center of town, exploring the fields that sloped down toward the river, or hanging out at various friends’ houses.
There were two forces that anchored the children’s’ universe in Orono. The first was the River. A large Northeastern river, the Penobscot was wide, grey and deep. It flowed quickly through Orono, and its banks were steep and slick with mud. Parents warned their children of the dire consequences that would befall them if for some reason they got near those banks. We heard tales of drowning, and, perhaps worse, tales of the punishment that would befall us if we even got close. For the most part we gave the banks of the Penobscot River a wide birth.
The other force was the railroad. The Bangor and Aroostook was a small railroad, now long gone, whose reason for existence was to haul the potato crop out of the farmland of Northern Maine down to the coast. Unlike the river, we were on close terms with the railroad. A single rusty engine pulling a few dozen cars would shake us children to our bones as it came right through town, down a little gully with grassy slopes, then across Pine street, our main route to school. The railroad crossing was marked by a faded white wooden “X” with “RR Xing” painted in peeling black paint. It was up to every driver approaching and every kid walking along the track to look for the train and listen for the slow blasts of the whistle.
After Pine Street, the train headed toward the river, where it crossed on a railroad bridge. This bridge loomed large in children’s mythic lore. It was long, spindly, and had a narrow wood planked walkway alongside the track all the way across the bridge. There was no fence or gate to keep anyone from walking out on that walkway. If you got caught out there on that long bridge when the thundering engine headed across, followed by clacking cars and grinding steel wheels – we were sure that no child could survive. One teenage boy who was said to have deliberately stood out there when a long freight came through was viewed by all of us as a living legend.
So we young children were intimately familiar with these lumbering freight trains of red white and blue box cars filled with potatoes and flat cars stacked with logs from the Northern forest. We would put pennies and nails on the track, sit up on the bank as the freight trains past, and gleefully run down to survey these results after the train had gone. This all seems dangerous, but it was hard to be surprised by these trains. You could almost feel the rails come alive when the train was a ways away. They were slow moving and noisy, the whistle was loud, and so none of us ever worried too much about playing and walking on the track.
But these were freight trains. We never saw a passenger train. There were rumors that one came through in the dead of night, and it was so fast and quiet that if you were on the track when it came through it would run you over before you even knew it was there. Our Dad was always willing to entertain our quest for information, so without seeming too interested we asked him about passenger trains on our tracks. A few days later he told us that the only passenger train that ran through Orono Maine came through town at 3 A.M. Well! Now this sounded like adventure!
My brother and I had for several weeks that summer been sleeping out in the back yard in a musty World War Two surplus pup tent. We found an old wind up alarm clock in a closet, snuck it out to the tent, and set it for two forty five. We woke up the next day as the sun peeked into the tent. The rickety old clock was still ticking, but some how or other we hadn’t set it right. So that day we conducted a number of tests, figured we had it, and set it again when we went to bed.
The alarm clock jangled in the dead of night. We fumbled around to quiet it for fear that someone would hear. Our eyes were sticky from sleep, but we pulled on our baseball caps and headed up Pine Street barefoot in the dark. Somehow it didn’t seem as dark as we had imagined it would be. We were exposed, and imagined the eyes of every neighbor and parent watching through black windows as we heading up toward town. But no one appeared, nothing moved. We reached the grassy bank overlooking the track, sat down in the grass and waited.
First we heard the faint click and sigh of the rails. We looked off toward the North, and sure enough we could see the headlight searching across the fields and down the track. Then the light flashed along our bank, and the train was here! At the head was the smooth bluff nose of an F3 locomotive, travelling fast and grinding its wheels as it raced around the curve toward Pine Street.
Nothing terrible happened to us. The wind pulled our hair and pajamas as the engine flew by. We grabbed glimpses of people asleep in their chairs through the windows of the smooth sliver cars. And then it was by us, the rounded tail of the last car swaying slightly and the red tail light growing fainter in the distance across the bridge, drawing our eyes with it down the far off track. We sat for a while after the rails grew quiet. We got up slowly and stepped off the bank onto Pine Street. Turning toward home, we could feel the pull. It lingered in the air, drawing us South down the track, toward places that we couldn’t name, away from Pine Street, and Orono Maine.
Copyright © 2011 Francis Kearns
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Painting Lascaux
Last summer Carol and I visited the Dordone Valley in Southwestern France, where there are numerous caves with prehistoric paintings from over 20,000 years ago. The most famous of these is Lascaux, with its spectacular "Hall of Bulls". These caves represent an amazing record of prehistoric man.
Earlier we had visited the Picasso Museum in Barcelona, Spain. There we saw how Picasso deconstructed and rebuilt the images he saw around him into a fresh vision of the world. His paintings are the work of a genius painter and a transcendental seer. The painters of the caves of Southern France reveal the same genius in both painting and insight into the world around them.
Here is a link to the Lascaux cave:
http://www.lascaux.culture.fr/index.php?fichier=00.xml
Painting Lascaux
Returning from the hunt with the men
the boy idly traces
the back of a horse
on the muddy river bank
when something in the line
the trueness of the image
pleases him
he draws line after line
image after image
and some take on
a life of their own
so that adults walking by say
ah that’s nice
and when he closes his eyes and sees
a horse tumbling through space
or a cow jumping high in the air
hind legs tucked up in delight
he paints and others feel
the tingle of mystery
the elders
watch all this and nod
and one day
take him by the hand
come they say
it’s time for you
to paint the cave
Copyright © 2011 Francis Kearns
Earlier we had visited the Picasso Museum in Barcelona, Spain. There we saw how Picasso deconstructed and rebuilt the images he saw around him into a fresh vision of the world. His paintings are the work of a genius painter and a transcendental seer. The painters of the caves of Southern France reveal the same genius in both painting and insight into the world around them.
Here is a link to the Lascaux cave:
http://www.lascaux.culture.fr/index.php?fichier=00.xml
Painting Lascaux
Returning from the hunt with the men
the boy idly traces
the back of a horse
on the muddy river bank
when something in the line
the trueness of the image
pleases him
he draws line after line
image after image
and some take on
a life of their own
so that adults walking by say
ah that’s nice
and when he closes his eyes and sees
a horse tumbling through space
or a cow jumping high in the air
hind legs tucked up in delight
he paints and others feel
the tingle of mystery
the elders
watch all this and nod
and one day
take him by the hand
come they say
it’s time for you
to paint the cave
Copyright © 2011 Francis Kearns
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Fresh Snow
December brings thoughts of snow, even here in Southern California. My bedroom at my parent's house was on the second floor, and a flood lamp hung in the eaves just above the window. On a winter night I would fall asleep watching the snow shoot out of the dark into the glare of the light.
Fresh Snow
last night
an endless veil of snow
streamed past my window
today each boot step
marks my path
into the woods
the old signs are gone
the snow erases
the tangled browns and greens
of pine needles and saplings
blended earth colors of
chipmunk and quail
now new traces
one by one
my trail
and a single set
of rabbit tracks
etched across the glade
Copyright © 2011 Francis Kearns
Fresh Snow
last night
an endless veil of snow
streamed past my window
today each boot step
marks my path
into the woods
the old signs are gone
the snow erases
the tangled browns and greens
of pine needles and saplings
blended earth colors of
chipmunk and quail
now new traces
one by one
my trail
and a single set
of rabbit tracks
etched across the glade
Copyright © 2011 Francis Kearns
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Don’s Morning
At a recent workshop, David St. John pointed out that sometimes the things most important to a person are the hardest things to write about. I've been working at this lately. A couple of poems here, "Circling Venice" and "You and I Walking" are part of this effort. So is this poem about my father, Don Kearns.
Don’s Morning
He was a rail thin wide-eared GI soldier,
one foot on a bench,
the Taj Mahal in the background.
He was a slow moving tall professor
walking across a campus quad
thin gray suit
a trail of smoke.
His wedding picture lean sharp face
a touch of amazement and wonder
still there after the Burma Road.
How to take measure
thinning gray hair
this much commitment
a sixty year marriage
Yankee Unitarian
now a Saint Augustine Catholic,
spoonful of blind faith,
or a pinch of duplicity .
Out of my memory
his morning appears
the dark in his study
mug of coffee cigarette
seven children each
with a full cup of joy
random spoons of sadness
bits of anger and tragedy.
At the blackboard teaching
threadbare suit
dust at the pockets
years of gray chalk.
This morning
his study comes back
glow of his smoke.
He is weighing the joy,
counting the sadness,
gently rubbing the scars of each wound,
or maybe just hearing the birds.
Copyright © Francis Kearns 2011
Don’s Morning
He was a rail thin wide-eared GI soldier,
one foot on a bench,
the Taj Mahal in the background.
He was a slow moving tall professor
walking across a campus quad
thin gray suit
a trail of smoke.
His wedding picture lean sharp face
a touch of amazement and wonder
still there after the Burma Road.
How to take measure
thinning gray hair
this much commitment
a sixty year marriage
Yankee Unitarian
now a Saint Augustine Catholic,
spoonful of blind faith,
or a pinch of duplicity .
Out of my memory
his morning appears
the dark in his study
mug of coffee cigarette
seven children each
with a full cup of joy
random spoons of sadness
bits of anger and tragedy.
At the blackboard teaching
threadbare suit
dust at the pockets
years of gray chalk.
This morning
his study comes back
glow of his smoke.
He is weighing the joy,
counting the sadness,
gently rubbing the scars of each wound,
or maybe just hearing the birds.
Copyright © Francis Kearns 2011
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Swimming the "Killer Kern"
As the road out of Bakersfield heads into the narrowing Kern river canyon, a sign greets the traveler in English and Spanish. “¿Cuántos este año?”, “How many this Year?”. Below it is the number of people known to have drowned in the Kern since records were kept. In the Spring of 2011 it was 260 and climbing.
In the Spring of 2011, a record snow melt swelled the rivers and streams up and down the California mountains, and the Kern River was raging.
---------------------------------
Swimming The Kern River
After the first raft was flipped
in a particularly sharp bend
in the canyon, around a large rock
with vertical walls on both sides,
and after the six guests and the guide
took a wild ride in the water
and after we pulled out for lunch
and the guide of the boat that had flipped
walked around talking softly to the other guides,
and the guys that had been in the raft,
some of them with bare feet because
their rubber wet suit booties
had been sucked off by the current,
stared past the rest of us,
past the lunch laid out on the tables
and past the scrub oaks on the hill,
looked past all of that
to somewhere else,
after all that,
the rest of us still didn’t get it.
We had been on this river before,
on a warm day with the river flowing
between rock banks
and occasional sandy stretches,
dropping around rocks that
threw spray into the boats
and caused squeals of laughter.
This year, after a record snow melt
the river was flowing high over the banks,
flowing into trees and fields,
and in the middle of the river
a column of water that
moved like a freight train
flowed high over massive rocks
that were exposed in normal years.
After lunch it was our turn.
Sliding down a chute,
paddling to try to keep the boat steer-able
while popping up into the air,
we were in the water in an instant,
the boat upside down,
and me just six feet away
but the river current dominated
and I couldn’t close the gaps
until our guide reached out with his paddle
and pulled me in.
Together there were three of us
holding on to the raft.
We tried to swim the overturned boat
over to the slow eddy running along the shore,
but we made little progress in spite of
all our exertions and the gasps of the guide
exhorting us to help.
We were moving fast
past another boat pulled over at the shore.
The guide threw a rope, and
only by that means were we able
to get the boat out of
the roaring center current.
We sat on the warm rocks,
gathering our breath,
feeling the adrenaline subside,
and one by one,
we realized that this was serious.
The previous group that had flipped,
had left at the lunch break area done for the day,
but for us the only way off the river
was to continue down:
only a couple bad rapids to go.
The last rapid was Pinball,
a hundred yard field of boulders
snaking down the canyon.
It didn’t look bad considering
where we had been.
We were half way through,
controlling the boat and doing well,
when behind a rock
was a four foot deep hole
in the swirling water,
and the bow nosed hard into it,
and we were in the water.
I was completely under,
the black bottom of the boat above me,
the life jacket pulling me up,
pushing my head into the black bottom of the boat.
I tried to work out from underneath,
but I was wedged
between the edge of the boat and something else,
maybe another swimmer.
I pulled with my arms and kicked,
and now the suction
of an undercurrent pulled me down.
It was deep and flowing.
Above me three feet of green water
was dimly lit by sky,
and I remember thinking
I’ve been down here a long time.
------
After I surfaced
and spent the next minute
sliding down the middle of the river
getting face full after face full
of water from waves standing three feet tall
and after I decided to swim for the shore
and was carried down a side channel
where one of the other rafts was waiting to pull us out
and I lay hunched over the thwart where I landed
gasping and repeating the same curse word under my breath,
not caring what anyone else in the boat thought,
and after the long bus ride back to the camp
and the returning of gear and the mandatory
smiles and photos with the guides,
and after we had taken inventory of the physical cuts and scrapes,
we sat in a restaurant and tried to sort out the psychic damage.
“Now that it’s over,” one of us said, “I’m glad that it happened.”
“Not too many people get that close and can still talk about it.”
Between June 1 and the end of the Fourth of July Weekend 2011, 5 people drowned in the Kern River.
In the Spring of 2011, a record snow melt swelled the rivers and streams up and down the California mountains, and the Kern River was raging.
---------------------------------
Swimming The Kern River
After the first raft was flipped
in a particularly sharp bend
in the canyon, around a large rock
with vertical walls on both sides,
and after the six guests and the guide
took a wild ride in the water
and after we pulled out for lunch
and the guide of the boat that had flipped
walked around talking softly to the other guides,
and the guys that had been in the raft,
some of them with bare feet because
their rubber wet suit booties
had been sucked off by the current,
stared past the rest of us,
past the lunch laid out on the tables
and past the scrub oaks on the hill,
looked past all of that
to somewhere else,
after all that,
the rest of us still didn’t get it.
We had been on this river before,
on a warm day with the river flowing
between rock banks
and occasional sandy stretches,
dropping around rocks that
threw spray into the boats
and caused squeals of laughter.
This year, after a record snow melt
the river was flowing high over the banks,
flowing into trees and fields,
and in the middle of the river
a column of water that
moved like a freight train
flowed high over massive rocks
that were exposed in normal years.
After lunch it was our turn.
Sliding down a chute,
paddling to try to keep the boat steer-able
while popping up into the air,
we were in the water in an instant,
the boat upside down,
and me just six feet away
but the river current dominated
and I couldn’t close the gaps
until our guide reached out with his paddle
and pulled me in.
Together there were three of us
holding on to the raft.
We tried to swim the overturned boat
over to the slow eddy running along the shore,
but we made little progress in spite of
all our exertions and the gasps of the guide
exhorting us to help.
We were moving fast
past another boat pulled over at the shore.
The guide threw a rope, and
only by that means were we able
to get the boat out of
the roaring center current.
We sat on the warm rocks,
gathering our breath,
feeling the adrenaline subside,
and one by one,
we realized that this was serious.
The previous group that had flipped,
had left at the lunch break area done for the day,
but for us the only way off the river
was to continue down:
only a couple bad rapids to go.
The last rapid was Pinball,
a hundred yard field of boulders
snaking down the canyon.
It didn’t look bad considering
where we had been.
We were half way through,
controlling the boat and doing well,
when behind a rock
was a four foot deep hole
in the swirling water,
and the bow nosed hard into it,
and we were in the water.
I was completely under,
the black bottom of the boat above me,
the life jacket pulling me up,
pushing my head into the black bottom of the boat.
I tried to work out from underneath,
but I was wedged
between the edge of the boat and something else,
maybe another swimmer.
I pulled with my arms and kicked,
and now the suction
of an undercurrent pulled me down.
It was deep and flowing.
Above me three feet of green water
was dimly lit by sky,
and I remember thinking
I’ve been down here a long time.
------
After I surfaced
and spent the next minute
sliding down the middle of the river
getting face full after face full
of water from waves standing three feet tall
and after I decided to swim for the shore
and was carried down a side channel
where one of the other rafts was waiting to pull us out
and I lay hunched over the thwart where I landed
gasping and repeating the same curse word under my breath,
not caring what anyone else in the boat thought,
and after the long bus ride back to the camp
and the returning of gear and the mandatory
smiles and photos with the guides,
and after we had taken inventory of the physical cuts and scrapes,
we sat in a restaurant and tried to sort out the psychic damage.
“Now that it’s over,” one of us said, “I’m glad that it happened.”
“Not too many people get that close and can still talk about it.”
Between June 1 and the end of the Fourth of July Weekend 2011, 5 people drowned in the Kern River.
Girona Twilight
Our third floor apartment window opened up into the back yard space between two long blocks of tall apartment buildings. As I tried to write a little on a beautiful Spanish summer evening, the sounds and voices of perhaps a hundred families floated in the air.
Girona Twilight
In a small apartment in Spain
as the birds sing an end to the evening
my poetry seems like a game
while the life of the city is breathing
as the birds sing an end to the evening
voices float in from the terrace
while the life of the city is breathing
the sounds could be London or Paris
voices float in from the terrace
in the distance someone sings opera
the sounds could be London or Paris
I hear the sweet laugh of a father
in the distance someone sings opera
my poetry seems like a game
compared to the laugh of a father
in that small apartment in Spain
Girona Twilight
In a small apartment in Spain
as the birds sing an end to the evening
my poetry seems like a game
while the life of the city is breathing
as the birds sing an end to the evening
voices float in from the terrace
while the life of the city is breathing
the sounds could be London or Paris
voices float in from the terrace
in the distance someone sings opera
the sounds could be London or Paris
I hear the sweet laugh of a father
in the distance someone sings opera
my poetry seems like a game
compared to the laugh of a father
in that small apartment in Spain
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Blue (When Mixed With Red)
We had watched an enjoyable live music performance at the Anaheim Civic Center. A couple of hundred people at an intimate venue enjoyed the show and had a great time talking to the husband and wife performers, the stars of the show.
We hung around a while talking to friends, then headed out to the dark and nearly empty parking lot. There we saw the performers again, re-packing the guitars around their duffel bags in the crowded compact hatchback. Off to the next show ...
Blue (When Mixed With Red)
There were no blue notes in his set
Up-beat banjo hints of bluegrass
He stood tall in blue jeans and knit cap
Light dancing off the face of his guitar
She stood beside him harmonized
Her mandolin stepped high above
His smooth blue voice that called her every night
For twenty years
She was counterpoint to him
Beneath her polished presentation
Danced a restless nervousness
That glowed deep red beneath stage lights
The people loved their act
Stood clapping at the end
The small hall had no backstage haven
So they walked along the wall
And stood there in the back
To autograph a few Cd's
He walked out later in the dark
Past stragglers beneath street lights
And re-arranged the little truck
To get the amp and guitars in
She joined him and they drove into the night
Where red and blue had mixed up a deep purple
That colored in the shades of gray
Copyright © 2011 Francis Kearns
We hung around a while talking to friends, then headed out to the dark and nearly empty parking lot. There we saw the performers again, re-packing the guitars around their duffel bags in the crowded compact hatchback. Off to the next show ...
Blue (When Mixed With Red)
There were no blue notes in his set
Up-beat banjo hints of bluegrass
He stood tall in blue jeans and knit cap
Light dancing off the face of his guitar
She stood beside him harmonized
Her mandolin stepped high above
His smooth blue voice that called her every night
For twenty years
She was counterpoint to him
Beneath her polished presentation
Danced a restless nervousness
That glowed deep red beneath stage lights
The people loved their act
Stood clapping at the end
The small hall had no backstage haven
So they walked along the wall
And stood there in the back
To autograph a few Cd's
He walked out later in the dark
Past stragglers beneath street lights
And re-arranged the little truck
To get the amp and guitars in
She joined him and they drove into the night
Where red and blue had mixed up a deep purple
That colored in the shades of gray
Copyright © 2011 Francis Kearns
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